Yesterday night, i experienced the interceding of the Holy Spirit. I can't describe it, but it like, whatever i wanted to tell God, i could say it really earnestly and easily without really thinking about it, it's like saying what i prob really feel like subconsciously i guess. but i really thank God for that, because i felt a sense of relief after that. it's like yes, i feel that i could take all this not too personally and that i was truly ready to forgive him. like i shouldnt feel too sad about it and actually the problems do have a solution, a solution that he'll prob be happy with and that im alright with too. i feel that i could do this, and perhaps then would open him to how true my God is (and the bible) and then perhaps we could both shine as light in our own stand at home and everywhere else. God pls continue to look after me. let me not be too upset but to live a life glorifying your name.